I am still doing alright but it sucks that I tend to attract people who think they never do anything wrong and it is always my fault or my loved ones fault when they put the screwings on us  or they make a mistake and don't want to deal with it like an adult.  i am sick of those people talking behind my back and not being honest with me. The only thing I have to blame is my biggest weakness which is my kindness.  People take advantage of and it really hurts me.  I just think those people need to just get a life and GROW UP.